So it's December 30th...close to the end of 2010 and I've learned a lot and grown a lot in this past year. I've made tough decisions and had huge headaches over issues that doesn't seem like a big deal now.
I had to delete my last post on here as it was silly and what I thought I was feeling was not true... If you happen to have read it, it was about thinking about a certain someone. Well, what i felt was nothing more than my loneliness talking. I made myself believe of a life that I thought i wanted.... I was wrong. I want to say a quick apology to SP. One day, I'll explain myself.
As for the past couple months.... I've been happy and i mean truly HAPPY. A lot of good things has happened to me lately and I gotta say, it's the best ending for a year that I can't say was my best. I say that with a light heart only because, even though the year didn't turn out quite the way i want it to go.. it was an adventure and great learning experience for me. I've grown in ways I didn't think was possible and changing the way I think about life, love and happiness has really turned around for me.
It's amazing how one person can make you change your outlook on life and that there aren't a bunch of jerks out there. I need to surround myself with more people that are Real and true to themselves. I am very fortunate with the friends and family that I have and wouldn't trade them for the world.
I look back at the last decade and more bad memories stick out than good. I've learned to bounce back up from these experience and tried to make the most of it. I look forward to the new decade, if its anything like the last couple months.. I say, BRING IT! But lets take it slow and see what the New Year will bring!
Good-bye 2010.... Hello 2011!
Have a safe and Happy New Year!!
